Balik PD

Cuti CNY baru ni kami balik pd, menjenguk mak abah n family. and tiap kali aku balik, mak akan setia menunggu, menyiapkan bilik, baju2 untuk aku pakai, towels n of course foods. Well, i guess mak still anggap aku ni anak manja dia, maklumlah i'm the youngest one. Abah pulak, nampak sihat n bertenaga this time. mak kata sebab aku balik so abah seronok. yelah, abah kan tak berapa sihat, dengan keadaan dia yg kene pegi hemodialisis 3 times a week plus badan dia yang dah lemah. walaupun abah tak byk bercakap tapi sometimes aku saje2 je mengendeng2 dok sebelah dia, tnya2 apa yg boleh. suara abah tak berape clear, serak2 maybe sbb tak buleh minum banyak air. most of the time, abah prefers to listen especially bila mak tak kering mulut bercerita itu n ini pada aku.bila balik pd, i spend more time with my mum rather than my hubby. sekali sekala dpt jumpa, mcm2 la cerita nak share. abg farid pulak alhamdulillah makin murah rezeki sejak pindah kedai baru. good for him. lagi pun mmg he struggles for that , so he deserves it.

looking at mak abah, makes me feel positively sure that i am not supposed to leave them now. takpelah, sometimes kita kene korbankan our own desire, dream for someone that we love. and i have no regret for it.

Angry bird

so this is what happen when your kids become addicted to the game. sampai lukis pun lukis game tuh..

4th Jan 2012

It's an important day for my hubby and I , much more significant to Mursyid. He's now entering his first school, SK Bukit Ridan. There are only 3 primary schools in Muadzam but I choose SKBR coz it's the nearest , eventhough the furthest is only 3km away from my home.hehe...tht's the good thing about muadzam..

So my new routine starts. 6.30am :kejutkan mursyid and mukmin (subuh prayer,early bfast). and not to forget auni n musyrif pun bangun jugak, menambahkan chaos di pg2 hari.

7.00am: hntar auni n musyrif to nanny's. then mursyid to school. so for this week hntar mur smpai kelas, kang tah mane2 plak dia pegi. he's ok, probbly sbb dh biasa pg2 kene hntar ke tadika since baby, so dah imune..nak buek camno kan, ummi keje..

7.30am:after cikgu marry masuk kelas, aku pun balik, hntar mukmin ke taski al hira pulak. pastu baru g opis.

so that's my new routine in the morning.

in the noon plak- 11.30am amik mukmin, bawak g opis or lunch dulu semntara nk amik mursyid kol 12.45pm/1.15pm..then siap2 diorang. 2.30pm: hantar mursyid g sek agama (kamus), mukmin to nanny's..balik opis

belah ptg- 5.30 pm:amik mukmin,musyrif n auni at nanny's. pastu gi kamus plak amik mursyid..balik umah..dah balik tuh paham2 la kan byk keje menanti..

living alone with the children..i learn that not only my kids, i pun kene jadi lebih independent, which i am now..

for ths month, studnts cuti so tak lah aku kalut sgt nk hntar mursyid gi kamus. tapi nt bulan 2 dh start kelas, kene la pk altrnatif lain, especially kalo aku ada lecture petang..

Aku kagum dengan mursyid, he's independent. maybe sb jarak dia dgn mukmin dekat..semoga diterangkan hati untuk menuntut ilmu..