Dugaan yang pelbagai

I have settled down in UNITEN. byk betul hal yang nk kene setel, and belum setel dan yang dah tersetel.Yang nak kene setel , pasal maid yang tak dpat2 lagi nih. Next month hubby byk nk outstation , kalau kene bertembung dgn aku , manalah anak2 aku nk duduk. Alhamdulilah hal2 opis, kuarters dah setel. Harap2 cpt la dpt maid, bole aku focus more my job and research. Skrg ni takleh nk focus, mana taknya asal ada masa terluang, aku balik umah jap, kemas2, basuh baju, lipat baju, gosok baju. Masak mmg tak sempat la..kesian kat family aku, hari2 kene makan lauk kedai. tapi nk buat cmne, I m a working mom. Lagi satu dugaan yg mmg mencabar kecekalan aku ialah pasal stok susu. Aku dh buat stok susu untu Auni before pindah muazam tapi aku tgal kan kat fridge kat umah kg pdg. Tiba2 hubby call bgtau sume susu tuh dh cair sbb takde letrik..sedih betul masa tuh, bayangkan lah bukan sket stok susu tu, 40 botol tau. it's an exhaustive effort.tapi ada lah hikmahnya. later on aku redha jugak, nk buat cmne..so tgh pulun buat stok susu baru . baru dpt 10 bottles je. harap2 Allah mudahkan segalanya, dpt la auni fully bfeed selama mungkin.

Tadika M.B, Muadzam Shah

Aku tengah pening carik nanny for my children, coz next week aku dh nak start keje kat Muadzam. Mula2 aku malas nk call tadika ni tanya, sbb dulu aku penah tanya, yuran sebulan rm250 sorang, x kira umur. mahalnya mengalahkan Kuantan. pulak tuh bukannya ada offer ape2 program mcm smart reader or montesori. Ntah ape2..
so aku pun call la owner dia lagi nk tnya brape yuran kalo aku nk hntar dlm 2 mgu , smntara tgu maid baru aku sampai. dia ckp tadika tuh offer harga pakej:rm5 sejam. so kalo aku hntar dr 8-5pm, yurannya rm45 sehari. Tak ke melampau giler harganya tuh. tapi dia ckp dia bg diskaun kat aku, rm4 sehari. so rm36 sehari utk sorang anak. aku nk hntar 4org anak, so sehari aku kene bayar rm144!!
aku rasa tadika ni mmg melampau sbbnya takde persaingan ..harap2 x lama la hayat tadika ni. mmg fikir nk untung je.

Aman tenteram

lepas balik dr pd smlm, aku dan hubby rasa teramat la amannya..nak tau kenapa?? ha, yg tuh kene baca blog hubby aku la..sume gara2 bibik. jaga 4 anak pun x memningkan mcm bila dia ada. harap2 dapat la pengganti cepat coz next month aku dh nak pindah muazam. ape pun both of us think that that's the biggest challenge for us ever since we gt married..

Kuantan, Muadzam or Pekan

Akhirnya aku hntar pun surat resign kat MARA. so 20 oct ni insyAllah start at the new workplace, UNITEN Muadzam. Bila aku fikir2 balik, aku ni sebenarnya nak dok mana? plannya nk buat rumah kat Pekan tapi aku ada rumah kat Kuantan dan bulan depan aku duduk Muadzam. Ntahla..whatever it is, i just hope that I can adjust myself kat surrouding baru nanti. And hopefully I can do things that I can't in MARA.

Here I come!

Alhamdulillah, finally ada jugak rezeki aku n family kat sana. It's going to be a beginning for us, to start a new life there. Hopefully everything is running smooth and as planned. I shall not step back coz I know that this the best option for our family. Can't wait to leave soon!!

Again and again....mo ichido

It has been a very long silence. But what happens today 'inspire' me to write again. For the .........(uncountable) time, I feel the pain..again and again. I dont think I can stand it anymore, cant stand to be part of the community, cant stay the way they work, the way things are done. I cant stay longer here. it has reached the maximum limit of my patience.. really really really hope to leave soon, as soon as possible. Ya Allah, please make things easier for me, for the benefit of my family and also my future.