Here I come!

Alhamdulillah, finally ada jugak rezeki aku n family kat sana. It's going to be a beginning for us, to start a new life there. Hopefully everything is running smooth and as planned. I shall not step back coz I know that this the best option for our family. Can't wait to leave soon!!

Again and again....mo ichido

It has been a very long silence. But what happens today 'inspire' me to write again. For the .........(uncountable) time, I feel the pain..again and again. I dont think I can stand it anymore, cant stand to be part of the community, cant stay the way they work, the way things are done. I cant stay longer here. it has reached the maximum limit of my patience.. really really really hope to leave soon, as soon as possible. Ya Allah, please make things easier for me, for the benefit of my family and also my future.

my first article

alhamdulillah , i am able to complete the article. thank you so much to kak jem who has proofread my article. insyaAllah it's going to be publish in MARA journal soon..

Latest Son

it has been quite sometimes i haven't update my news here. I just finish my confinement , this is my final week before I get back to work. If anybody would like to know about my new son..please read http://pengembarawaktu.blogspot.com/ (my husband blog).

Right after the confinement we went for my hubby's family day at A Famosa Resort..eventhough we were really excited , t was quite tiring, coz we were about to make ourselves comfortable with the new baby..but I'm happy with this new baby and even happier coz I'm able to breastfeed Musyrif exclusively..alhamdulillah..

Am I happy?

Today I have received a letter from the HR of MARA, about my DG41 status, which showed a positive response. However, I dont feel anything as if it's not a good news. I know that I should feel grateful and happy with the feedback. Most probably bcoz I have lose hope with them in the early stage..I hope I am happy, bcoz I know that I should..

Should I??

Lately I'm thinking of furthering my study...I ve already have the area of interest, supervisors and research topic. However, there are so many things I ve to consider- family, children, financial support etc. The financial might not be an issue coz I think I can apply for scholarship. But family and children would be the most thing that I ve to consider and think of. Yes, it is my desire, my ambition, my dream to get the highest academic qualification. Yet, there's still a 'but' ......Deep down in my heart I really, really hope my wish will come true..

In progress

Im trying to complete my articles writing...One has been edited, another one in progress, and one in the waiting list. Hopefully by the middle of May, I'm already done..